When he feels jealous
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Neuvillette was not someone who would consider himself so emotional, despite the fact that if he felt something awful within his chest, the entire clouds would weep with him.
So, by far he could be one of the most emotional people, and yet, he does not admit it, and probably never will. You find that endearing, though. And it's also a signal for when something's wrong, and something needs to be fixed.
As is with the case today. You and your friend were hanging out, when you felt like Neuvillette was sneaking glances your way. You were at a party, and Neuvillete had to talk to some people, you know, political affairs.
So that's why, when he noticed how someone was talking with you, and the way that man had wrapped an arm around your back, Neuvillette felt a lot of jealousy. He had never felt this way before, never knew that he could. It felt overwhelming, consuming, in more ways than one.
He felt like he was truly losing it, and he may as well be. It was something else entirely, and something that he never truly wanted to feel. But then, as he saw it was happening, the rain had dropped.
Little raindrops, slowly turning into a downpour. You only noticed as you were looking out the window, and the person that you were with was looking along with you. "Whoa, it seems a little bit intense out there."
"Maybe we shall stay inside for a little longer", he cluelessly said. But you knew the truth behind those tears. There were tears in the clouds, of course there were.
Tears by your Hydro dragon. It was amazing how his emotions could make the skies of Teyvat weep along with him. He may not show those emotions on the outside, but that didn't mean that they didn't exist.
They were simply locked up inside of him, waiting to be freed in one way or another. And right now you're seeing them, and it hurts you to think that you could be a source of sorrow for him. You apologized to your friend, and decided to leave, immediately seeking out Neuvillette.
"Neuvillette, please, talk to me my dear." You ask him, feeling rather anxious and worried about him, but you can tell that he's upset. He has since left the royals and the nobels that he was talking with, and it was just the two of you on the balcony.
You wrapped your arms around him, and slowly, the rain began to settle to a much calmer pace. And then, you let out a sigh, looking down at you. "My apologies, Y/N. I know my emotions can be a lot to handle, and it's not an obligation of yours to have to tolerate them. I promise, I will be fine soon."
"But that's not okay by me."
"You're upset, and I can tell that you're upset. I love you, Neuvi. You just think that I'm gonna be okay with you being sad, while I'm supposed to be happy and go on about my day? What kind of partner am I?" He just sighed.
He knew you were amazing and lovely. He knew his emotions of jealousy were unwarranted. It didn't help that he had no control over them, no matter how much he tried.
But you were not upset with him. Jealousy, after all, was a natural thing, and Neuvillette hardly ever expressed it. So now that he did, you were not going to get on his case for it.
You could not be possibly mad at him. "Neuvillette, are you jealous? Is that it? Is that why you seem to be so upset?" He stayed quiet for a little bit. He felt rather embarrassed to have to admit this.
It felt so silly to be feeling such a weird emotion, and perhaps an unreasonable, unwarranted one. Jealousy was not meant to be reasonable, though, and he knew that, for you have felt it as well. And Neuvillette was not exactly someone to worry about.
He was sincere, honest, and loyal most of all. So by that logic, you shouldn't have been jealous. And yet, you were.
Because you loved him, and you cared about him, and jealousy was as natural as any other thing. The whole problem lies in excessive jealousy, and Neuvillette was not the type to be excessive with that, thankfully. So after some quiet, Neuvillette nodded.
"It is true, Y/N. I… I felt rather jealous when I saw you and that stranger over there." You softened, wrapping your arms around him tightly.
"And you know it's okay, Neuvi. Right? It's fine. Being jealous is not necessarily a bad thing. I have felt jealous as well. It's not only you. I promise. It's as normal as anything else. There is nothing for you to be sorry for." And after some silence, he then turned towards you, wrapping his arms around you gently.
"Then, may I ask for something to lighten my mood?" You nodded, feeling yourself smile a little bit. "Anything, Neuvillette. Anything."
"May I give you a kiss?" You find yourself smiling a little bit wider, blushing. He was very polite, and it never failed to melt your heart, as you wrapped your arms around him, pulling him closer to you as he leaned in, pressing his lips gently against your own. It was a very soft one, and rather full of haste, but it embodied Neuvillette's gentleness and sweetness.
It was everything that he is. And although you didn't have much space at that party, and you were rather in a hurry, because people still paid attention to you in your whereabouts, it was something, and you'd make sure to reward them properly once the two of you got home.
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